As we head into a New Year I can’t help but reflect on the past year. I have a slight apprehension about what a new year brings as 2016 hasn’t exactly been an easy one for me. I started 2016 at the beach with my family, full of hope for a wonderful new year.
This year has taught me a lot and I have certainly grown. There were some low points. I delt with the gut wrenching pain of losing my father and explaining death to a 3 year old and one year old. Telling them they will never see their Pa again. A concept I still don’t think they understand. I also had to watch my mother lose her husband and someone she has cared for, for over 30 years.
Hudson broke his arm, which meant 4 weeks off childcare and a little boy who is now very anxious about hospitals and x-rays.
We also had our first experience with tonsilitis and hand, foot and mouth (oh the joys). Along with many other little trinkets from childcare, otherwise known as viruses. Which basically meant I stayed home with upset little children and copious amounts of snot. All the time praying my husband doesn’t get man flu.
While there were some bad things that happened. There were also many good things. Both Hudson and Scarlett have learnt so much. Scarlett started walking. Plus, they now play and interact as brother and sister. I am loving watching them grow into independent little people who are caring and so loving.
Another positive was my new job, which allows me more flexibility and to work from home with the kids. It’s been great learning something new and working with new people.
There has been tears, tantrums, laughter, guilt, cuddles, more tears and more laughter. I guess this is life and especially life as a mother. There will always be curve balls and low points but they are balanced with good. It’s important to aknowledge the negatives but dwelling on them and letting them consume you will not help anyone.
So again, just like last year. I’m going into 2017 with a positive outlook and I’m excited to see what the new year brings.